lost in isolation

116 today. my body is weird.

"Sweet fall, come and take me away from this pain
Towards the dark womb of winter
Beautiful fall, kill the light of summer
And bless us with your shades

Sweet fall, chase the sun away"

I'm getting better at this shit.. I think!



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photos. I'm on an editing streak since I havent finished anything real in months.

Was at my baby cousins 2nd birthday party yesterday so I decided to take some pictures of them since I'm sure they dont get any real great pictures ever!



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I got myself photoshop cs4 today

mostly of sarah


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Cold was the air that the evening wind brought
Silent and so quiet were the woods
On the eve of that night.
Don't know what I stayed there for so long,
So long that I could hear that voice.
The whisper we all avoid.
Sound from within, the quiet truth

I felt my blood slowly turning cold,
Turning cold from waiting.
Hours I spent there awaiting,
Hoping for someone to come.
To silent the voice that felt like thunder

Evael is the light, the white light.
In the chill of my world, she is the one.
She brings the butterflies, pure light.
When ever she comes by
The darkness steps aside

But I felt my blood turn cold.
Hours I spent there awaiting,
Watching the light fading

You're losing the sunsets, you will never get them back.
The days you spend in loneliness are seconds in shades of black

Winter was cold, but summer is even colder.
Nights have been longer, they have made me much older

You're losing the sunsets, you will never get them back.
Every night you spend in loneliness are years in shades of black

Years pass, but has time stopped on me?
Morning always arises with vaster pain
And then it is sunset again

We weep the winds for your loneliness,
Choir of broken dreams for the love you had.
But now she walks forever lost in gray and woe.
She's not forgiven, she's the one for winter to own.
Not yours, old man, never again...

"You're losing the sunsets, you will never get them back.
The days you spend in loneliness are seconds in shades of black"

kittens to brighten your day!

damn look at how things change in a year.

I like it

totally vampires. I dont like the excess hair that comes with being a werewolf...

I wish I could live forever, fly around as a bat and suck peoples blood that would be awesome

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fuckmylife

Cody passed away.





stroke and heart attack.


he was so.. cute, even when he was growling at me. :( ima miss him.

I forget shit TOOOO much



I forget to call people. alot. fuck. ima piece of shit

pictures with my shiny new canon xti

I've been going through older photos, dont mind me.

nevermind


I chopped all my hair off :)



now I gotta loose weight so I dont look like a boy

my hair is brown


I took out my lip piercing


I have a small stud in my nose instead of the ring


I can probably get a job anywhere now


but I didn't do these things with the intension to get a job


whatever.